Tied up 'til the night
Ugh maan....I'm quite bored with all this blog stuff. So damn bored. Though my life's not. I'm thinking to reconstruct Mermaidslife to be more...hmm...let me think...hmmm...I don't know, maybe I'm trying to find some alibi not to update regularly like used to. Just...*sigh* I need some new challenge, some new environment instead of work, work, work.
Hell, now I found out the main reason why I'm feeling soo bored. This work is really tied me up. Working late and often staying awake for million hours in editing room, put some rough cuts, helpless for the lack of raw material, exhaustedly thinking how to make a proper flow to tell someone's profile, put a proper statement to a proper shot, a proper pic to a proper statement, write the script, finalizing, check-recheck, make sure the final cut will be delivered the other day, thinking what should be done for next week's episode...eergghhh....it's DEADLINE all the time! Maann...
In the other side, I'm thinking to start finalizing my dream job in Web Development. I should have had time to take some programming courses, I should have had time to practise my design skill, I should have had time to learn a few books I bought or learn from the internet, I should have had time to deal with some jobs offering.
In the other side, I can't stop my eagerness to post a new blog, write a story, drawing, taking photographs, re-build Mermaidslife's layout, build a layout for my new domain, thinking the content, end-up in coffee shop, do some sports (SPORT?! no kidding?! Hell NO, I'm getting older now!), visiting some spots around the city, etc, etc.
Oh well...the very bad news is I have no time at all! Blah!
Uh well...no complaining, no grumbling. At least, I enjoy a few thing that happened during the days. Went out for Bowling exercise, have some new friends, some new communities, that lead me to a fresh mind, considering some business ideas, interested to know CMS (Content Management System), and the best part is I'm getting better in my spiritual condition. Get to know God's Will better and how to take it as it is, wisely, solemnly. Fiuuh...not that bad, huh?
Ok then, back to work! Unexpectedly, writing this post gives my spirit back!
So...'til Later, Alligator!
Monday, December 06, 2004
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Thursday, September 30, 2004
Ujung Pandang, I'm coming!
Yeeihooww...
My next deztination: Ujung Pandang, South Sulawesi.
Profiling Mrs. Andi Sapada, a 're-creator' of Sulawesi ancient dancing. The flight is tomorrow early, staying only for 3 days. Hmmm...let's see what's the most interesting part of my journey this time!
Wuh!! so excited!
Breaking news:
A FIRE IN KEMANG TIMUR!! S.O.S. !!!
Sunday, September 05, 2004
The Lucky Soulmate
The Lucky Soulmate
It's funny to find out something that you've been questioning all the time. It's like there's always an answer to any question, IF you want to be more patient and wait for some time. It'd be revealed sooner or later.
Finally I found out the reason why I can't steal someone's heart to become mine.
He got his.
It doesn't break me into pieces, though. I believe everyone has their own soulmate once in their life time. The one to whom you've been falling with, you've been dying for. You could tie the knot if you're lucky enough. Or even to some reason you have to leave and go, there's always a time that would bring you back to the person. He/she remains special whenever it takes.
I guess, the answer I got, is to get him out of my mind. To stop me from keep wondering and guessing whether it was my fault, his, or our different personality. It's just, he's found his soulmate already, and I've found mine. So that's it. If someday we happened to meet each other, not to our own soulmate, that'd be another story. For the time being, I'd pay more attention to the one who's been fighted for and believed as my soulmate. I hope I'd be that lucky gal in the world.
ps: To someone in the memorable city...piye kabare? :)
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