Okey...*take a deep breath*...

I'm chilled out now, at least NOW, at this point. I hope I can go through this phase like I used to do. Hell, I'm strong enough, I know it. I can do so many thing better than just wiping my tears for something that can be 'easily' left behind. I'm cold-hearted, remember? Love and falling in love only make me either weak or strong. Now, for nobody's sake, I prefer to be strong.

No matter how much I rely on this relationship, the truth, it's never work. No matter how long I'd be waiting for, it's clear, he never meant to do what he said. Bull.

*sigh* It's time to give my turn to You, God. I give up. It's ALL up to You. Sorry for my stubborness. It didn't work, huh?